We are up bright and early the next morning. In the dining room, we help ourselves to coffee, tea, fruit, and toast; Jane picks the full option (above), while I ask for an omelette with local smoked salmon. I go outside to scrape the ice off of our windshield while the kitchen prepares our food. After breakfast, we drive a few minutes north to Aviemore ("Big Dwelling Place"), a ski town with wooden storefronts advertising outdoor sporting apparel, horseback rides, and mountaineering tours. We park at the local hostel and follow a path behind its log cabins. There, passing under the highway, we join the trail into Craigellachie ("Crag of the Rocky Place") Nature Reserve, an acreage of silver birch trees and small lochans on the eastern flank of the Monadliath Mountains. We follow the path through the trees and around forest ponds, gaining elevation as we climb westward toward a hilly ridge. The view back toward Aviemore opens up - little shops, streets, and one incongruously large hotel tower - against the backdrop of a distant, snowy plateau. At the top of the trail, we find a snow-covered meadow tucked into a shady glen between two mountains. We turn south here and climb a series of stone steps that lead us up through the snow, to the top of the range - more of a broad, elevated moorland than a distinct peak. The path, surprisingly accessible and clear despite the abundance of snow, leads us to a summit cairn with marvelous views to Loch Dubh and the Speyside valley to our south, and Aviemore, the Rothiemurchus forest, and the Cairngorm massif to our east. After taking in the view, we retrace our steps down to the birchwood and back to our car.
After a brief pit stop on the main street in Aviemore (Jane buys extra socks and a wool sweater at the mountainwear shop), we head east through the forest and up the winding road to the ski area on Cairn Gorm. The parking lot is near capacity, and the chairlifts up the slope are bustling with visitors. We sit in the cafe and check our maps before heading south on a snow-covered path away from the ski area. Skirting around the last chairlift and over a stream of snowmelt, we pass around the contour of the slope and are suddenly alone in the vast, barren whiteness of a granite mountain plateau. The wind howls down the mountains around us, and the clouds move swiftly overhead.
One of my favorite works of nature writing is The Living Mountain, a gorgeous narrative of these mountains by the Scottish novelist and poet Nan Shepherd, who spent eight decades of her life living in and exploring the Cairngorms. In planning our itinerary, and again while driving up the mountain, I wondered whether my experience of this place would be cheapened by the the vehicular road, the abundance of skiers, the effortless access to a truly special place. How much have these mountains changed since Shepherd's days climbing them and sleeping under the stars? Or perhaps - how little? As I gaze across the plateau on our walk toward Coire an t-Sneachda (appropriately, "Corrie of the Snow"), at the endless icy expanse cut by the cleft of the Lairig Ghru, it is easy to see that much of what Shepherd lovingly described is still well and very alive:
"The plateau itself is not spectacular. It is bare and very stony, and since there is nothing higher than itself nearer than Norway, it is savaged by the wind. Snow covers it for half the year and, sometimes, for as long as a month at a time, it is in cloud. Its growth is moss and lichen and sedge, and in June the clumps of Silence - moss campion - flower in brilliant pink. Dotterel and ptarmigan nest upon it, and springs ooze from its rock. By continental measurement its height is nothing much - around 4000 feet - but for an island it is well enough, and if the winds have unhindered range, so has the eye. It is island weather too, with no continent to steady it, and the place has as many aspects as there are gradations in the light...
This bodily lightness, then, in the rarefied air, combines with the liberation of space to give mountain feyness to those who are susceptible to such a malady. For it is a malady, subverting the will and superseding the judgment: but a malady of which the afflicted will never ask to be cured. For this nonsense of physiology does not really explain it at all. What! am I such a slave that unless my flesh feels buoyant I cannot be free? No, there is more in the lust for a mountain top than a perfect physiological adjustment. What more there is lies within the mountain. Something moves between me and it. Place and a mind may interpenetrate till the nature of both is altered. I cannot tell what this movement is except by recounting it..."
- Anna "Nan" Shepherd (1945)
Two hours later, as we leave the ski area, a herd of reindeer clambers up from the downhill side of the road. Fifteen or so lovely, furry beasts (and one baby) walk out right in front of our car and stop, grazing at plant life that must plainly be invisible to the rest of us. We sit and watch for a few minutes (the oncoming traffic is stopped as well); Jane takes photos as I deliberate how to get around them. In a fit of inspiration, I roll down the window and, hollering like a prairie rider and waving my hands in an imaginary lasso, I drive the herd forward using the front of our car. The overall effect (me yelling, swinging, and pushing large mammals forward at 5 miles per hour) is hilarious to Jane, who cannot stop laughing in the back seat. I can only imagine what the drivers behind me were thinking. Eventually, we break free and proceed down the mountain. Only weeks later, through a cursory note in a brochure, do I realize that I have driven the only herd of reindeer in the entire United Kingdom using a Mercedes Benz - an accomplishment worth celebrating.
We head to our last stop of the day - Loch an Eilein, a lovely wooded lake nestled deep within the Rothiemurchus Forest. At the trailhead, we pay a small fee toward the trust that maintains these woodlands for walking and recreation, and we set off clockwise on the 4-mile path circling the lake shore. We pass first through stands of young pine trees, a familiar sight for sore Maryland eyes. As we swing to the south side of the lake and up the west shore, the trees grow taller, thicker, more gnarled and deformed - ancient Caledonian beasts, standing proudly apart from one another, hundreds of years old. Somewhere on the south shore of the lake, near a massive oak tree, I drop my tripod adapter in the dirt while fumbling with my equipment; we do not notice until more than a mile later, when I attempt to set up for a long exposure of the ruined castle at the center of the lake. I am more than a bit upset at myself as I retrace my steps, Jane patiently accompanying me; fortunately, she spots the small piece of black plastic by the side of the path. We wind up walking a total of 6 miles around the lake shore, adding to our unexpectedly tough total of nearly 12 miles on the day. We return to our room at the country inn to shower, relax, and eat dinner. As night begins to fall, petals of snow are drifting down onto the pine trees outside our window.